Woodgrain, Bloodstain

Hanging on the wall above my bed

Arms held wide 

Eye tight closed, can't watch it slid 

Feet bound together

Dark hair, matches my leather 

In and out all day

Watching me do whoever comes my way

In and out all day

I don't have time to kneel and.....(pray)

Hanging on the way above my bed

Watching the notches in my headboard grow

O, how their heavenly light makes me glow

What gets me off

When I watch you walk

When I hear you talk

When you call me babe

When you came me behave 

When you breathe in my ear

When you mess with my hair

When you lay here

When you call to me

When you sing

When we sin

When we talk

When we go for a walk

When I call you babe

When you won't behave

When I hear you breathe

When I pull your hair

When I lay here

When you kiss me

When you hold me

When you told me 

When you told me....

When you say, "I love you"

When you say, "Goodnight" 

When you hold me tight 

Come here

Watch you from across the room

You look so good

I can remember what you smell like

Imagine a dark room

Light so soft you can only see the outline of me

Tell me what you see

Tell me what you want me to be

Walk over and hold me tight

I will give in

You get me to fight

Walk over and hold me tight

Hold my hips and kiss my lips

Bite my neck

Bite your ear

The joys of being a queer

Make a noise I can hear

Come over here

Toss me down 

Tie me up

Move with my body

Tell me I'm naughty 

Be in my body

Fuck me till I can breathe

Lights and colors are all I see

Tie me to the bed

Give me head

Kiss me with your lips so red

Sticks and stones my break my bones 

But whips and chains excite me

So push me down and tie me up

And show me that you like me

Underworld

Born of fire

Fed off flesh

Watered with sin

Show me your skin

In the underworld

In the catacombs

Where the skulls rot

And the rats breed

Give me your soft skin on which I can feed

Roll in the dirt and blood

Make with me a sweet milky brown mud

Sweat like dogs

Purr like a cat

Roll in the dirt 

I'll make it hurt

Don't ask me to stop

Rape on the spot

Virginity is the issue

All over a little tissue

When it's all over

May god bless you

Bedded in the fetid

Of an old man's den

Pleasures of the Devil

Pleasures of your vail

There and Then

It was a day back I don't know when
I knew I wanted you right there and then
It was a spring day back in 2010

I wanted to know where you'd been
You'd been gone for so long

The sun was bright
And everything seemed right
Standing by the stone wall
Bike by your side
It was all I could do not to hide

To look upon something so still
And so sweet
It was a wonder that we would ever meet
Cars driving by on the street not knowing what I'd seen
People meeting in the court house not knowing what I'd felt
The Girl I loved standing and waiting
Not knowing I was in love

The air was clean
The trees sang
The clouds moved slow
The wind didn't blow
I never wanted you to go
But you didn't know


 

Don't Ask. Just Go

Come into my room
Bind my hands
Blind my fears
Turn me on

Hold me down
Take in down
Stuff my mouth
Hide the sound

Hold my ankles
Kiss my hips
Bite down on my lips

Split lip
Good dreams
Pull my hair
Please, don't care
I'll make it look like fight
Just to get you off right

No, really, I promise I'm tight
Just go

I need to know that you are mean
I need something other than how we've been
Pull
Bite
Lick
Grip
Grab
Slap
Thrust for my trust
Show it to me in your lust

Blood and Bones and Life and Loss

The skin that covers our flesh
The flesh that covers bones
The bones that hold us together

The sea that sits and waits
The clouds that carry it away
The rain the gives us life

The ground that lives and sees
The body that lives and dies
The ground loves the body
The body loves the ground
The ground fed the body
The body feeds the ground in the end

First there was dirt
Then there was light
And after came sex
And it was good

From sex came kids
From kids came war
From war came death
From death came life
From life came sex
From sex came kids
From kids came light
And it was good

After there was plants
And plants made food
And food made drink
And drink made wine
And wine makes drunken
And drunk made sex
And sex made kids
And kids made death

For with life comes death
Yet life makes light
And light makes darkness
And darkness makes fear
And fear makes love
And love makes fear
And fear makes light

Light is sun
And sun makes plants
And plants make food
And food makes drink
And drink makes wine
And wine makes drunken
And drunk makes sex
And sex makes kids
And kids are love
And love is fear
And fear is light
And You are Love
And I am Fear
And We are Light

The ground loves the body
My body loves your body
Your body is love
My body sick

Luck is fake
Fake is real

Lucky to fuck
Fuck is love
Love is Light
Light is sun
Sun and Moon
Never and Soon

The skin I love
The marks you left
The darkness
The light
The body
The ground
The sun
The moon
The never
The soon
The sea
The sky
The how
The why
The kids
The war
The sex
The sick
The not

And this poem makes me sick. I love you.